I will softly pull away, in this broken, beautiful mess I’ve made.
And in the dead of quiet I will slowly fade away in this masterpiece I made.

I’ll burn out and slip away.
And this is just a part I portray.
You’re beautiful, can I hide in you and stay here?

They keep mostly to themselves; Hush now, they’ll hurt you until your heart melts.
They know you’re lonely and they will only (they’ll) break your heart.
And this masterpiece will tear you apart.

I’ll burn out and slip away.
And this is just a part I portray.
You’re beautiful, can I hide in you and stay here?

First it comes in, creeping, quiet.

And this is just a part I portray.
You’re beautiful, can I hide in you and stay here?

I’ll wreck this if I have to.
Tell me, what good would that do?
I’ll wreck this if I have to.
Tell me, what good would that do?
I’ll wreck this if I have to.
Tell me, what good would that do?

First it comes on quiet creeping slow. Clever words and phrases stain. I remain so lost and buried under everything that i need. when all i want is you.

I’ve been here so very long and every word is calculated never questioned or debated

All these practised poses I could wreck it if i had to but i’m the wreck so what would that do,
My masterpiece will fall apart; it was over before the start

If i burn out and slip away. If this is just a portray. You’re beautiful can I hide in you awhile.

They keep mostly to themselves; don’t make a sound in case they hear you. It only hurts me to be near you. Keep those tired eyes closed careful follow my instruction and i will show you self-destruction. This Masterpiece is only mine, entirely guilty by design

I just can’t let it

if this is just a part I portray, I don’t know how it got this way

I lock the door
Turn on the water
Bury that sound
So no one hears anything anymore
Mirrors lie to me, tell me you can see
Maybe you won’t be able to recognize me now
I know you can feel, all the things you steal
And you’re taking, you’re taking it

 Feeling so easy
Make me skin and bones
I’m always on my knees for you
You break like it’s even
When you’re leaving and
Thin, where the hell have you been?

 Well sometimes it burns
Baby I’ll wash it out
It all look so big
Never mind, I don’t feel anything

 It only hurt a bit
I still feel like shit
And I think you won’t be able to recognize me now
It’s easier to quit
Harder to admit and
You’re pushing me, you’re fucking pushing me!

 Feeling so easy
Make me skin and bones
I’m always on my knees for you
You break like it’s even
When you’re leaving and
Thin, where the hell have you been?

 Cause you always win
You always win

 Laughin’ like it works
Bleeding like it don’t hurt
Knock you off your feet
Even if you need me
Tear you apart, and I hate how I need you

 Feeling too easy make me skin and bones
I’m always on my knees for you
Break like its even
When your faking

 it’s too fucking easy, make me skin and bones
I’m always on my knees for you
break like it’s even
when you’re leaving and
thin, where the hell have you been
cause you always win, and you always win, you always win
I will burn all this [x9]

I felt it turn to come and go
don’t worry no one ever knows
I don’t know why it just won’t die
It breaks me in to stay alive
I know it hurt a lot like you
C’mon I know that you felt it too

 It hurts the same and that’s ok
I never liked him anyway
I know

 It seems so long since I’ve been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong
I don’t belong
I got so used to just hanging on

 I’m used to starving out instead
It’s easier than fakign it
Sometimes it hurts but
That’s no worsethan all those times
I guess it works
I know they walked away with a piece of me

 The more I bruise from laying low
I walk around liek I’m alive again
But I know it’s just not the same

 Shut up
I’m sorry I broke it all
I don’t know why it just won’t die
And I’m fading

This might sting a bit
You got here just in time to see everything fall apart
I’m not upset at all
But it’s sad to see that everybody knows
That I’ve been down in here before and maybe I could want it more
I know I never tried to stop I never try

 [Chorus]
Shut your mouth and hey
So what’s one more excuse, guess
I just like the abuse
Dizzied up in my never try vertigo
They’re calling out for blood, guess it’s just understood
Said we’d always try, as long as
I just don’t do

 Disappointed
And no one thought that this would be me and my everything
Is this pound of flesh enough
And I’ll cut away until you say enough
I’ve been down in here before and maybe I could hit some more
I know I never tried to stop I never try

 [Chorus]
Shut your mouth and hey
So what’s one more excuse, guess
I just like the abuse
Dizzied up in my never try vertigo
They’re calling out for blood, guess it’s just understood
Said we’d always try, as long as
I just don’t do

 Heartbeat, heartbeat

 [Chorus]
Hey
So what’s one more excuse, guess
I just like the abuse
Dizzied up in my never try vertigo
They’re calling out for blood, guess it’s just understood
Said we’d always try, as long as
So what’s a little vertigo? (Tell me what you wanna know)
So what’s a little vertigo? (Tell me what you wanna know)
So what’s a little vertigo? (Tell me what you wanna know)
So what’s a little vertigo? (Tell me what you wanna know)
So what’s a little vertigo? (Tell me what you wanna know)

And I wondered why you came for all this after so long
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I don’t think this is what you wanted now

 It feels alright but that’s a lie that’s always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I’m not kidding anymore)

 And I wondered why you never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls you down and throws you over, waiting there
Why do you always end up right back here

 It feels alright but that’s a lie that’s always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I’m not kidding anymore)

 You always end up here
You always end up here
You always end up

You never really wanted it
You’ll settle for a bit of it
We started with a big bang
And now it’s comming back again

 Hey, don’t you feel it now?
My shiny side down
Hey, burning brighter still
And you’re getting sick
And you’re feeling it

 It’ll wear you down and wear you down
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
They’ll push you up against the wall, against the wall
You didn’t think you’d feel it all but you were wrong about it
Push

 It started with a handgun
loaded with excuses
I started faking it
And then we started breaking it
All the pieces used to fit
Using like it’s going out of style
Maybe just a little while
And This will be the last time
Every time’s the last time

 Hey, don’t you feel it now?
My shiny side down
Hey, burning brighter still
And you’re getting stuck
And you fucked it up

 It’ll wear you down and wear you down
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
They’ll push you up against the wall, against the wall
You didn’t think you’d feel it all but you were wrong about it

 Push

 I regreted it
I regret a lot of things
I regreted it
I regret a lot of things

 It’ll wear you down and wear you down
(I regreted it)
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
(I regret a lot of things)
They’ll push you up against the wall, against the wall
(I regreted it)
You didn’t think you’d feel it all but you were wrong
(I regret alot of things)
about it

 (I regret a lot of things)
They’ll push you up against the wall, against the wall
(I regreted it)
You didn’t think you’d feel it all but you were wrong
(I regret alot of things)

 And you’re feeling it
It’ll wear you down and wear you down
You chase it, breathing in and out and in and out
They’ll push you up against the wall, against the wall
You didn’t think you’d feel it all but you were wrong about it

 Push

Tear those pictures off the wall
I don’t think I will need them all again
I think the problem here is there’s nothing wrong
I guess that I can coast along for now

 Little bit, little more, There’s something missing
I’m missing the point I did before

 I’m sorry that I’m always the one to let you down again
And I feel so ashamed
It should have been easy
(I feel so low)
And I want you to know
That I won’t let go again
(I feel so low)

 You were the first to knock me down
In a way I guess we’re even now
And I know I only used that first to justify
But maybe that’s not just a lie
who knows

 Little bit, little more, There’s something missing
I’m missing the point I did before

 I’m sorry that I’m always the one to make you feel that burn
And I feel so ashamed
This used to be easy
(I feel so low)
But I want you to know
That I won’t let go again
(I feel so low)

 I feel so tired, tired
You get so tired, tired
You get so tired, tired
tired, tired

 And I feel so ashamed
It should have been easy
(I feel so low)
And I want you to know
That I won’t let go again
(I feel so low)

 And I feel so ashamed
This used to be easy
(I feel so low)
But I want you to know
That I won’t let go again
(I feel so low)

Did I let you down to get that sound
And break my knees to get release
And you needed some just to take you from
And I hit you more
Is your face still sore?

 Sorry but I tried
It was never mine
And I can still pretend
I guess it all depends
I’m still a little crazy all the time
But I still try to hide it
That’s still mine

 Try a little more
a little more
a little more
They slap you like a bitch
and you take it like a whore

 What a cheap perfume
I hate this room
So testify
But I still tried
And you need that stamp
Little handshake tramp
And you hit me more
And my face is still sore

 Sorry but I tried
It was never mine
And I can still pretend
I guess it all depends
I’m still a little crazy all the time
But I still try to hide it
That’s still mine

 Try a little more
a little more
a little more
They slap you like a bitch
and you take it like a whore

 Upside down
and around
and around
Just another piece
Till you need another sound

 Faze them out
I know what you scream about
Don’t let me down

 And the guilt in me is the hurt in you
And the hurt in you is the lost in me
And the lost in me is the need in you
And the need in you is the guilt in me

From the scrapes and bruises
To the familiar abuses
I’ll kick and scream but it never changed anything

 I could spill my guts out
Wearing my best little girl pout
And I almost missed it
But nobody said that this was gonna be easy

 This is not the man I hoped to be
And I’m just trying to stop the bleeding
I don’t know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my, all my faces are alibis
And me, I’m half the man I wanted to be

 Most times it all comes out wrong
I don’t know the words but I’ll hum along
There’s nothing famillar here anymore
to anyone or anything left to feel alive

 And I still taste that sickness
And it makes me crazy without it at best
But I’m in the same place I used to be
But I’m trying harder not to be

 This is not the man I hoped to be
And I’m just trying to stop the bleeding
I don’t know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my, all my faces are alibis
And me, I’m half the man I wanted to be

 So what am I? What am I? So What Am I?

 And all my, all my faces are Alibis
This is not the man I hoped to be
And I’m just trying to stop the bleeding
I don’t know how the words go
I just started not to say no

 Don’t want it, Don’t get it
I know you won’t regret it
Don’t surface, Don’t surface
And I feel so damned worthless
Another day is gone and all my faces are alibis
all ym faces are alibies

 and me, I’m half the man I wanted to be